ass-ignments

made ns grg tday. own recipe. :) overdid myself with the chilli powder again :p

i've started with my essay. felt a bit better abt it. tho it's not done yet and i've still not much idea on what to write abt but it's comforting to know that i'm getting somewhere with it now. been anxious abt this assignment for few days now. i don't know why. it's not hard yknow. just a 500 essay. a kid could do that. maybe bcos it's my first assignment here and i've not much a clear idea abt justice and the system here in oz. so there goes.

last nite's talk was good. izmia had been talking and revealing so much abt herself that i felt she trusts me so much. she said she wants to talk. so i let her. not realizing that i opened up to her. not much but enough to make me feel uncomfortable the next morning when i met her. i don't think i like it when ppl know abt me too much. but i've already put myself into that position. so no regrets. i don't care what she thinks. but then again, unconsciously maybe i do. to xplain y i had felt a little uncomfortable when i met her this morning. hold on. she's not a morning person and is always grumpy in the morning anyway. what the heck.

received my bank statement. thought papa banked in another 1k few weeks ago. he didn't. perasan. hehe.

not very happy looking at the amount of money i have. but i bought things that i have to buy. like textbooks. and i don't think i've used more than i have budgeted myself on.

asked abg amran to call papa n ask papa to call me back. papa doesn't sound like he likes it. but i don't know. he certainly didn't sound too happy talking to me though. maybe he didn't like me asking abg amran to call him. or maybe he just didn't like me asking him to call me back. but it disturbs to hear him not happy answering me. then again, maybe i'm just a bit paranoid.

sometimes i do feel like i've bugged my parents too much. i don't know what exactly did i bug them but that feeling is there.