building up emotions

woke up few times last nite. possum was party-ing on the roof. but i slept well i think. cosy n o-kay.

class was allright. woke up at 8 n took out my patties before leaving for class. it doesn't taste nice. a little too salty. took quite a while to thaw. it only fully soften up by 2pm. and that's when i had lunch.

got most of my notes printed out. felt good.

tutes in crim just was okay. sher was utterly amazed by how critical n argumentative the australian minds are. "how to keep up like dat?" her exact words. i don't like that tone. nor do i like the phrase itself. it sounds so much like she's giving up. i could feel myself burning inside. we can be exactly like them if we want to. and i don't even like using "them" and "us". culturally, environmentally, we are different. but not mentally. we're all the same. the mind is adjustable. no doubt abt that.

bought some credit points for photocopying. i find that i may need to work out a little xtra on crim just. it's just not my level of interest. but i'll try my ver best. heck, my father could feed my family meals for a day with the money he spent getting me attend to just one lecture here.

i also find myself in various mood swings. especially feeling low for no reason. izmia pointed out that i've repressed emotions. it bottles up too much that i don't know how to let it go. so i have sudden mood change. hmm...

presentation tomorrow. in adult dev tute.

pressure is rising up..