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ahh... after a long time finally i can get thru this again. for the past days i didn't get to write on this since whenever i logged on to this, some singaporean chinese guy came up my screen. weird.

so the bikini party went good. sher kept on complaining how fat those australians were in their bikinis. i thought they looked normal. like any other "real" white girls look. perhaps us malaysians have been too thrown to shapey western girls that after the party she just couldn't stop talking abt them. good exposure on her though.

there's this australian girl (forgot her name) the only one at the party whom actually came up to us first and talked to us. so when she wasn't talking to us, i heard another gal frm the other grp calling her name and asking her where's her drink. where as izmia heard she was asking her where's her country. like in a sarcastical way. yknow like pointing out that she's supposed to be with them, not with us. hhmmmm...it makes me wonder how easily the minority grp of ppl tunes into such remark. being and living in malaysia for so long i forgot how it feels to be in the minority group. but i never gave much thought abt it anyway. to tune in so quickly into hmm how shall i say this.. negative remarks/gestures?.. they're not to be blame for. but i can always say it's the way of thinking. she's dark skin and curly hair btw. and sher looks typically chinese. i probably got away with most of it for my fairer skin and hmm.. i don't know. they didn't think i was asian tho that nite. it must be brown highlights. with the american accent. or maybe the lighting that night.

still have not been to central market. but with roughly an idea on how to get to the place. 2 bus rides. never going there on a hot day.

went city again tday. bought a belt. desperately need it. and cheap too. 2 dollars plus. believe it. jeans were slipping too much to my ass so there goes.

nothing more to write abt. mowkie's not eating. worried sick. spoke to fikri abt love n relationships. haha. fiks if you're reading this, some love theories just sticks to my head and into my heart. haha. i'm serious. :) it gave me lots of thinking to do. which is great.

it's almost midnight. the werewolf journeys back home.